I Am Not Afraid to Keep on Living ~Private~

Darrick smiled gently and kissed her cheek.

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Carmella knew deep down that she would still need to grow as a person. Like any other being on the Earth, she had her own insecurities that she needed to grow from. Yawning gently, she closed her eyes. No matter what, though, she knew that giving up was not an option. There was not point in allowing yourself to throw in the towel and quit.

He kissed her cheek and yawned.

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Carmella chuckled and kissed his cheek. "What's wrong sweetheart?" she asked, whispering in his ear. "Did I tire you out last night?" she enjoyed teasing him every now and then. Darrick could be so cute without even realizing it. "Or are you secretly asking for more?" she continued on, careful to be quiet enough so the kids didn't hear.

Darrick bit his lip gently. Oh god. He thought of his wife's sweet seduction. It was enough to make any man to his knees.

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Carmella laughed softly. "Oh, I'm sorry, Sweetheart." she cooed gently. "I shouldn't get you so worked up infront of the children. It isn't fair to you at all." There was an obvious laughter in voice. She enjoyed teasing her husband like this. He was so cute when he was nice and flustered, hot and bothered. It was hard to not enjoy it.

Darrick felt his jeans stretch slightly and he grunted, " I'm going to go work in the wood shope out back" he grunted as he placed his plate in the sink and walked out running his hands through his hair trying to calm himself. Oh, lord you have blessed me with a goddess in bed. He thought as rubbed his eyes. He knew he would be in his wife's clutches as soon as the children were busy. Which Darrick knew he would have to use all he could to make her interested in another round of love making. It was a mental game for the sexes.

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Carmella chuckleld softly to herself as she watched her husband retreat to the woodshed. While it was fun to tease him like this, she knew that it would be for the best if they were apart for a while before they went to far and did something scandolous infront of the kids. Turning back to her children, she helped them clean up and then sent them upstairs to help them get dressed.

Oh if the kids weren't around....he'd make her mew in pleasure. He longed for her curved body to caress his masculine frame as he loved her in the late of night with the moon baring witness of his burning prowess to please his lioness.

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Carmella helped the kids dress, thinking of Darrick the whole time. As she helped them tie their shoes and button up their jackets she mindlessly looked out the window every now and then, smiling when she would see the roof of the wood shed. She reluctantly pulled her thoughts away from loving Darrick physically, and went back to her children. "Are you ready for your first day of kindergarten?" Clover was already dressed and ready for the car ride that would drop off her older siblings. She was a happy one year old.

Damien frowned " I don't want to go"

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"Why not, Sweetheart?" Carmella asked, lovingly tusseling his hair. She knew that Damien wasn't shy, per say. It had to do with a sort of reluctance of being away from her. Both of the twins weren't particularly fond of being away from home, this being one of the reasons why they hadn't really gone to a daycare or a preschool. "It will be a lot of fun. And it's only for a few hours."

" No, Mommy" Damien started to cry. He really didn't want to go.

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"Oh, Damien," Carmella murmured, her heart already being tugged at by her maternal instincts. "You're of the age where you legally have to start going to school." It was hard for her to not give in to what her children wanted and let them stay home. Despite her wishes to keep them home with her, she needed to do what was best for him. "I promise that we'll all have a nice lunch when the two of you get back." she promised, hugging both of the twins tightly.

" I already know my ABC's" he whimpered.

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"I know, Sweetie, I know." Carmella cooed, kissing the top of his head. "But there are other things that you need to learn at kindergarten that I just can't teach you on my own." She felt terrible that she was causing him such sorrow. "It won't be so bad, really. You'll make a lot of friends and then you'll hardly miss me at all." she promised.

"Nooo" he clung to her leg crying.

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"Oh, Damien." Carmella murmured, kissing the top of his head. "Please don't cry." Please don't make me feel so guilty. She could hear the soft crying coming from Lizzy, who had buried her face against her mother's jacket. She hugged both of the twins tightly and sighed sadly to herself, wishing that Darrick was there to help her.

Darrick was working on her christmas present.

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It was difficult to take care of two crying kids at once, especially when she could see that Clover was starting to get fussy in her car seat. "C'mon, you two. It's only for two hours. Not forever. Don't you want to have an adventure? You dont want to spend the whole day weith mommy, mommy is boring." she assured them.

Damien sighed still not convinced but he went to the car.

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Was it so hard to believe that she was only sending them to school for their own good? It wasn't fair that the twins had to make her feel like she was sending them off to be slaughtered. While she understood that they had seperation issues- Damien especially- there was no reason why they couldn't be away from her for a few hours at the most.

He would start to be seprated from her when he got older so why push it early?

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This had nothing to do with pushing Damien away from her. Both of the twins had turned six in April, this meant that they legally needed to start going to school. Carmella hardly had much of an education herself. She was just learning to read from Darrick. Sadly, Carmella would be of no help to her children's knowledge. As she helped all of her children into the car, she sighed.

Darrick sat in his shed sighing, completely unable to work, his body wanted physical nurishment.

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