Write Letters You Can't Send

Self

WHY on EARTH did you wake up at SIX O'CLOCK THIS MORNING!? I'M FUCKING EXHAUSTED!!!!
And stop snotting, it's gross and annoying.

>:[
Bean

Dear Radio,

Please stop playing so many love songs....I'm trying not to cry again.
I don't want to be reminded of the love that managed to slip through my fingers.


Trace

Dear Angela,

Well what do I say. I'm slightly sleepy so I am going to wing this the best I can and I hope I can manage to make it special for you. Its really hard to convay what I want to say so bear with me here.

I didn't have this in mind for the summer and I didn't want things to be like this. But you writing those letters for me made me smile. I love it when I get letters from you. It lets me know you are thinking of me and I really love it. I think I'll start writing you letters more often these days. We used to write them all the time.

I love the time we spend together. I love how we talk about old cartoons we both enjoyed in our childhood and well sometimes talking about music can be hasle though I always feel like a jerk whenever I try to show you what I mean.I feel like I'm forcing my thoughts and ideas onto you. I felt like I was entertaining an idea and embracing it without listening to you. I'm not always right and I sometimes think I know everything but in the hard truth of it I'm not. And you love me anyways.


I don't feel like I deserve you but I have you and that means the world to me. You're everything I could and would want. Yeah we have our butting heads but we both love to debate. I remember always backing out of debating with you. *laughs* Music is just a passion of mine so I guess I wouldn't back down from that.


I remember when we first started dating and we would ask questions about each other. Like what was our favorite snack food or favorite show on tv right now. And I remember having that long talk the first time I found that you loved me. Saying you could only picture me when ever you tried to think of having kids and not Chris.

I used Damien to convay that secret flame of passion I had for you. You caught me by surprise and I fell hard for you when we were just friends back then.

I hope this is as good as yours. I'm sleepy but I'm trying the hardest I can. I love you


I think I'll start writing you poems again. I used to do that for you. I used to do alot and I think I need to stop being so lazy and romance my gal off her feet again. I love you Angela. So much.


I love you forever and always plus one extra week and a day to be sure.

I don't think they can fit that on a ring. I think you're right.

I remember when I asked you over the ds if you would marry me. I felt so happy and really shy that day.


I love you and I hope you like this. I feel bad that its not as long as yours. I really wanted to make this special I hope I did.

I love you my wildlflower.

Gabe

My Superman,

God I love you so much. I know we'll have to work through our school schedules and your work, but I know we can do it. My mom wants to meet you, probably because she doesn't know much about you.

I miss you so so so much while I'm writing this. I really hope you'll stop by after school all the time like you said you would... I can understand if you don't sometimes, since you start class today and work at night.

:/ Damn, I wish you were a senior this year. I can't believe I won't be able to see you every day... At least you'll be free on sunday... Maybe after I get out of church and before Rachel and I head to Youth Group, we can go on a date? That seems like a good idea to me...

I love you so much sweetie. My mom always told me that love could take months, or hours. And its only taken days for me... I don't know how much you feel the same way, but I don't want to lose you.

I miss you so much and I wish I was in your arms, kissing you... Ghar, why am I so suddenly sappy with you? I like it, don't get me wrong... Its so not my norm... Its amazing how good I feel when I think about you, let alone when I'm around you...

I love you baby,
Britt (Lois Lane)

Dear Mario,

tomorrow would have been our one year anniversary. I still miss you terribly, still, but not as terribly as I would be if we were still together. I dunno what I'm saying....yes, I still love you? For some estranged reason, I feel like you're going to come on tomorrow and somehow manage to sweep me off my feet...but thats not going to happen is it? Thats the romantic in me talking I guess. I never really expected you to show up tomorrow in the first place. You've just been so busy the past year....I even wonder if you knew what tomorrow would have been.

Some things have come up and I'm probably not going to be on for long anyway, at least I won't end up feeling so guilty as compared if we were still together, but still I miss you...whenever i hear a love song on the radio I still think of you and I know I shouldn't.

I missed out on really getting to know you, I know you but...you know...I wanted to connect with you on a deeper level. I missed out on a lot of anniversaries...No idea on how we would've spent them but, I still wanted to spend them with you nonetheless. I miss that excited feeling I got whenever you got on. I miss drawing you random doodles. I wanted to be there for you whenever you were down, and I was hoping you'd be there for me... I was REALLY hoping you'd be there for me...

I suppose the only thing I should be blaming is time....
I'm sorry

Tracey

Baggs

I love you so much. I don't know how you put up with me, especially on that time of the month when I'm all over the place. I'm such a bitch, and I don't deserve you.

Thank you for your love, and I hope I can become a better person for you (and hopefully not be ten times as horrible when I get pregnant x.x)

I love you so much, honey. Thank you for being so awesome and always there.
I love you more than anything and everything that ever was, is, and ever will be. Ever.
Bean

Angela

:O YOU FIND A PIKA ONE!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU, WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Shelby,
Loved spending the day together with you. Guess it was the perfect way to spend it before you leave me for college. I hope you and you're roommate get allong really well, and you don't procrastinate so much that you end up failing all your college classes. I know when we were together over spring break while i went shopping with you mom, sister and grandma, they didn't have much faith in you. They didn't think that you were ready to live by yourself and all this other stuff. But I have faith in my Shelby! you can do it and I believe in you, I really wish I could be your dorm mate and join you but I can't so live the dorm life for both of us and eventually, in two years I can be your dormmate.

Tracey

Dear all,

Work...is a bi*ch xD, but alas, I has been paid and am loving it! =D Anyways, since I'm too tired, (worked 11am-11pm) then I wanted to say goodnight to all. So, goodnight, take care, and I love all you crazy people XD.

Love, Steph.

Fern Creek,

Despite the overload of students, I am sooooo psyched for this year!!! I absolutely love my classes. They're amazing in every way. English and Choir will definitely be my favorite classes, thanks to doughnuts and a teacher who will tell us exactly what he thinks about everything, but doesn't want us to be mindless social zombies!!! Mr. Baker is sooooo G!!!

Love,
Britt

Mom

Shut up and die.

Your daughter.

Alex,

Sweetie: I'm absolutely dying to see you... Its been three days now. I know I sound clingy, but when I'm used to seeing you every day... Anyways, just wanted to say I love you and miss you!

Love ya,
Britt
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Mandy and Cassidy,

Uhm, neither of you made any real effort last year, so why Ashley picked you guys to be captains I don't know. I am completely willing to work with you guys, but lets not try to blow things out if proportion... Its a little obnoxious and makes the entire club look bad. Anyways, first meeting will be more informational than anything else... We're still going to come up with the design ideas for a t-shirt. She wanted only me to do it, so don't spazz out over that either. I mean damn!

Fellow captain,
Brittany

Dear Angela,

HOW DARE YOU SUCCUMB TO THE CONFORMITY OF THE WORLD!??!?!?!?!??!?

Lol jk.

Trace

Trace

I did, too... I forgot my account, tho. =/

Bean

Dear Books,

You are so heavy, and so expensive, I hate you already T.T

Trace

Dear Future,

I would love it if you went my way for a little while. Be cooperative and let me shape you to my own accord. You and I start on our adventure September 3rd, 2010 so all I'm really asking is for no huge suprises, nothing that will make my dreams impossible because I will simply beat you down and find some other way. So lets agree to do things the easy way. When I hit 40-ish you can hit me with a mid-life crisis, but until then, please make things relatively smooth.

Thanks so much,

Holly.