Write Letters You Can't Send

We all know how this works.

Dear God,

I am glad that I've developed a much closer relationship to you and that you've helped me let go of all the things that were dragging me into poverty, making me blind, oppressing me, and captivating me. I can only hope that you will help me develop more as a person now and always keep me in your favor.

In your heavenly name,
Amen.

Travis,

I love you SO much; thank you for hanging out with me this week.
Thank you for making me the happiest girl on the planet.
Thank you for taking all of my troubles away, replacing them with the knowledge that you love me.
Thank you for loving me for me.
Thank you for everything you do,
Down to your embarrassing little dances that you do.

Don't you ever forget: I love everything about you. I'm so proud of you.
And I promise: I WILL be fine while you're gone at training. I'll take care of everything; there's no need for you to worry, you big ol' worry wart.

I love you.
And your kisses
And your hugs
And your kisses [oh, wait. I already said that. =P]

Forever yours, my love
<3 Sarah

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Dad

What in the HELL were you doing last night!?
I GO ON A PERFECTLY FUN DATE, COME HOME GRINNING LIKE SOME LOVE-SICK PUPPY, AND I COME HOME TO FIND THAT YOU'RE NOT EVEN THERE!?

ARE YOU FU*KING KIDDING ME!?

YOU. RUINED. MY. WHOLE. NIGHT.
THANK. YOU.
For breaking your promise. Once again.
What happened to not going out to drink anymore?
You brought your work home the night before last, why don't you do that if you're so busy?

Daddy, I love you, but sometimes I hate the things you do.
This is one of those times.

You need help, Daddy, seriously. We're all deeply concerned.
x Bean

Brittany Elyse Berlin Maria Christian,
WORK UP THE DAMN COURAGE TO TELL ALEX HOW YOU FEEL! I MEAN, AFTER ALL THE WORST THAT COULD HAPPEN IS THAT HE TELL YOU THAT HE DOESN'T FEEL THE SAME WAY!!! GET SOME GUTS GIRL!
Love ya,
Self.

~~~

Self,
Fuck you.
>>,
B.E.B.M.C.

~~~

BEBMC,
How come that doesn't surprise me? Anywho, he might like you back! He waited for you to get back on Chat!
^-^,
Self

~~~

Self,
I'm afraid I'll be hurt again so yeah. go on somewhere and take your life-motivator anti-skills with you.
Goodbye,
BEBMC

My Love

Did I mention how excited I am that you joined my site? ^^
Did I also mention how much I love you?
I suppose I could try... Hmmm....
I love you more than my one life, my own safety; more than anything, really. I can't compare it to anything, it's too much!!! o.o;
Don't worry, love. I'll find something to compare it to. X3

Oh, and did I tell you how proud of you I am?
I'm proud of you for [in no order]:
Having the drive and persistence to work out like you do [I don't have those v.v;]
Being such a good artist =3
Going into the Marines. I will miss you, but I do support you, love!
Being such a good kisser ^///^ [Have I mentioned how much I love your kisses? a LOT]
Being you

I wish there were stronger words than 'I love you', but nothing seems to fit v.v
I suppose I'll just have to stick with those three little words

Honey, I love you, more than you can ever know. I am very proud of you.
Thank you for everything you've ever done for me, love. I wish there was some way to pay you back.
Forever yours, my love
<3 Bean

Dear Trace,
I am jealous of your incredible artwork. Make me one pleeeeeeease?Muy Grazie,
Brittany



Self,
Dancing to Nelly last night should have made you realize how good dancing really is for you. Get up, put the damn DVD in, and dance away the weight girl!
Brittany

Alora,
GET YOUR DAMN FEET OFF OF ME!
Kay thanks,
Britt

Travis

How many times to I have to say how awesome you are before you hear it?
YOU'RE, BY FAR, THE BEST, MOST AWESOMEST BOYFRIEND EVER!!!!!!

Honestly, a picnic for my birthday? Best "present" ever!! ^^
I LOVED it!!!
And I love you.

I still haven't found those words yet, but I'm lookin'!
[see previous letter to you]

I really do love you more than anything, honey. I hope I'm really making you as happy as you let on.

Forever yours, my love
<3 Beanie

Dear September,

PLEASE GET TO THE 5th ALREADY! I NEED TO GO SEE ADAM LAMBERT! I LOOOOVE YOU ADAM!!! XD

Sincerely,
Brittany

Dear Alex-

Thank you so much for hangin out with Alora and me today. Thank you for going to see a kiddy movie with us without arguing. Thanks for helping pay for lunch today too, even though you definitely didn't have to. Thanks for not criticizing that I spent so much moeny on books today, especially since it was nearly 50 bucks... Thanks for staying over at our house till 10:30 at night, eating dinner, and being so at home. Thank you for making me smile till my jaw hurt and laugh till my lungs burned. You're welcome over whenever you want to come over. Thanks for just bein a good friend and bein yourself when you could'be been fake.

XOXO (We are eating. We we are eating. ^^)
Britt

Dear Angela,


I dunno why I'm putting this in the letters I can't send when really I can sent them. Maybe I'm just lazy ( 78% of the time I am).

Well this is gonna be like some random letter bout well I dunno really. I'm bored. So I want to write a letter and who better than you right? Anyways, you're out eating right now. I hope you're having something really good.

I'm sorry you didn't have your afternoon with me like I promised. I feel bad bout that but I was super tired. As you know. Maybe we can do something tonight if you want.


I don't want to go back to school! Come with me. I shall sneak you into my locker. You can create an Angela cave. It could be all decked out and stuff. That be wicked. I just come to school to be in the locker cave ( Wow.....I need a life. lol well you're my life so thats ok. x3 )



I wuve you so much. And I was th inking today we got like so many more months till our 2nd year anniversary!! I got all excited over that this morning lol. 2 years!!! WOOO! I can't wait till like 5 or something like that. That be so awsome!


Well I'm done. I can't wait to see you! * wags tail* We got some roleplaying to do!!


I love you always and forever plus one extra week.

Your King,

Gabe

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Dear Gabe,

Thanks so much for comin to the 11:00 service! I was jazzed to see you! It's okay that you got your hair cut (by a crazy gay guy as you put it). I still love you! ^^ You're incredible. You probably don't know that I feel that way yet. Oh well, you'll figure it out eventually. And you've gotten really tall. Damn it, everyone's taller than me! And yet, you make me feel as if I'm as tall as you. Which is cool, cause I only come up to your shoulders. Wow, I missed you like crazy huh? Well, I certainly hope we can hang out tomorrow! That would really make my summer. Oh yeah, and thanks for bein so supportive of me while I was singing and dancing and being goofy with my youth group at church today.

XOXOXOXOX,
Brittany.

Travis

You know I love you
You know I'd do anything for you

But DEAR GOD
NO MEANS NO

I'm starting to feel used instead of loved
It is NOT making me happy.

Aren't you happy with ME [not my body] anymore?
I'm perfectly happy just sitting on the couch next to you, holding your hand
Or cuddling

I love YOU for YOU.
I'm willing to wait for the physical stuff.
We SHOULD be waiting for the physical stuff.

I hope you follow that deal you made me, honey.
You've gone without my body for months before and hadn't complained once.
I think you can do it again.
They won't turn blue and fall off.

I love you, Travis
I really, really do.
But you being so pushy... It hurts. And pisses me off.

I'll do whatever it takes to make you happy, honey.
But not that.
Not for a while.
You might be used to it, but it's all brand-fu**ing new to me.
I'm still scared, embarrassed, and hesitant.

Please don't be mad at me,
I'm trying to let you know how I feel.
Trying to let you see through my eyes.

I love you, Travis.
You're my everything.

Forever yours,
Bean

Dear Ipod,


I FIRGGIN LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're like the best thing since they came out with the upside down squeezable ketchup bottles!


You have 347 songs in your sexy portable rectangle micro chips and I have yet to put a dent in you!

4 or 5 tv shows and THE DARK KNIGHT ON THERE!!!!!!!!!


5 games!!!!!! and we're not even 1/16 filled yet! I LOVE YOUUUU




Love you,

Gabe.

Dear Alex and Gabe:
You guys are incredible (REALLY!) You two got along so well Wednesday when we went to the mall... And I was really worried cause you two are pretty damn different. But yall acted like yall had been friends forever. It was fun. I appreciate hangin with yall, you make my days so much brighter. And Gabe, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU LEAVE ON SATURDAY! TT-TT No faaaaair! It makes me sad to see you leave (and to know you got a hair-cut but it's all good)! I still <3 yall, so talk to ya laters?
Much <3s,
Britt

Travis

I really had fun last night ^^ Thanks for not being so pervy! X3
But, in all seriousness, that's what I like about us. We can sit around and do absolutely nothing and still have fun. ^^

And don't worry about boring me when you ramble. I like listening to you talk, especially when you're all excited about what you're talking about. You get all animated and it's... well... cute. X3 There's really no other way to describe it.

And guess what! I love you. <3

I can't wait for you to come over today ^^
Forever yours, my love
Bean

Alex...
You make me feel things I haven't felt since Jason (and I was in love with Jason). I don't know what that means right now. I'm not sure what's going to happen between us. But what's most important is that no matter what, I'm glad you told me what you did.
XOXOX, Brittany