Can't You See I Love You? ~Private~

"Because you have to be so adorable about it." Giggling softly and then nuzzling into him, she closed her eyes. "I love my little wolfie." Smiling, she kissed his cheek and then rested her head where his heart would be. "I know that two months isn't a long time, but maybe it's actually been longer." They had known eachother practically their whole lives.

" We have been together our whole lives. you're as close to me as my family" he said gently " but of course I see you more intatmatily because I am in love with you." he smiled

"I'm sorry that it took me so long to realize how you felt about me, according to my mom a blind man in another state could have seen it." Sighing softly, she nuzzled him and then looked up to press a kiss on his lips. "I'm sorry for not realizing that the person who I was looking for was already standing next to me." She gently kissed his lips, closng her eyes.

" I'm glad you opened your eyes" he said kissing her deeply.

"I'd like to say that everyone makes mistakes but I guess sometimes people can't really forgive them. Luckily you're as merciful as you are. Though," she said, chuckling a bit, "I can't imagine how you would punish me." Looking skywards she smiled and studied the clouds, trying to see if they resembled anything. This was something they had done a lot of children, that and star gazing.

"Do you ever think of like.....nevermind. " he shook his head. " It's silly."

"Of what?" Becca asked, sitting upright and looking at him thoughtfully. She had tugged down her red hood and had been working on redoing one of her braids when he had begun to speak. Now that he had mentioned something she wanted to know what he was talking about. She really hated when people would begin to say something, only to stop halfway through. Why bring it up then?

" no its stupid.... gah. When we watch romance movies... do you ever ... want to you know...." he said.

Becca cocked her head to the side, having one of those rare brunette-blonde moments. "I'm not following you. Do you mean kiss? We kiss all the time! See! I'm kissing you right now!" she said, pressing her lips to his. What was he talking about and why was he getting so red in the face? Resting her hands on his shoulders she looked at him thoughtfully, a brow raised.

" No I mean... like in titanic.. when.. the car... you know" he sud

Becca cocked her head to the side once more. "You want to get naked and press your hot, sweaty body against mine?" she asked, finally coming to the conclusion. Shrugging his shoulders, she leaned against him and smiled a bit, a light blush on her cheeks. "Actually, when I was first starting puberty I thought about doing that with you a lot." They had actually been one another's first kiss, though it was more just to test things and so that they wouldn't go through all of junior high never being kissed. Sometimes afterwards if they were "bored" they would have small kissing sessions, though never under the clothes or rubbing.

"I want to .//. " he wanted to experiance her love in bed.

"I don't know." she said thoughtfully, looking up at the blue sky. "I mean, I've thought about it and all and of course I love you, but when you really look at it we've only been officially dating for two months. We-" She was going to say that they needed to get to know one another better but they already knew eachother perfectly, as if they were two halfs of one person. "We need to wait."

"I want to take a little further step.... not sex ....just something more than kissing' he said.

Despite having a few boyfriends before Jack she wasn't really sure what he was talking about. She ended up only going out with the boys a few times because they would dump her when she wouldn't let them get under her bra on the second date. "What else is there?" she asked quietly, looking at him thoughtfully. She still had a lot to learn about sex and how men and women acted with one another.

" I don't know...." he said truthfully.

Becca laughed softly and shook her head. "How can you want to do something when you don't know what it is that you want to do?" Laughing softly and brushing some hair from her eyes she then moved back to the picnic basket to take out some fruits. She took out a small container of strawberries and then placed one at his lips. "When you know what you want to do let me know." she teased.

" Ok" he sighed and closed his eyes.

Becca pouted and rested her thumb and finger around his lips. "Open up," she said, squeezing slightly so that his lips were pursed, slightly opened. Smiling, she placed the tip of the strawberry in his mouth and then grabbed one for herself. "Don't be such a grumpy gus. It's our anniversery. Lets be happy together." She said, leaning against him and nipping on the love fruit.

He took a bite and kissed her gently.

A soft gasp passed her lips when he bit down into the same strawberry that she was eating. She felt his warm breath against her mouth as he bit down and then pulled away, licking at the juice left on his lips. Her cheeks darkened to a rosy red and before she could say anything he was kissing her, leaving her breathless. Closing her eyes, she rested a hand on his shoulder and kissed him back.

He closed his eyes as he gently frenched her. His tongue tangled with hers.

They had done this before but not so much that it was something that she could blow off so easily as odrinary behavior between the two of them. His tongue tasted sweet from the strawberry he had just eaten, though his breath was hot against her lips. Closing her eyes she sighed gently and blushed, reclining back against the tree behind her and tentatively tugging his body over her own.

He allowed her to press their bodies together. He kissed down her neck slowly.

Becca breathed in shakily, her eyes half lidded. It was late in the afternoon and the sky was starting to become an orange hue like a candle light, though she wasn't very much in the state of mind to point this out and suggest that they go back home were they would be under constant parental supervision. After Jack had gone through Heat the very first time they had been together her mother had been more hesitant for them to be left alone in a room for more than five minutes and even that was pushing it.