ΦHouse of Night: A new beginningΦ by XxxTwilightWolfxxX

((Yesh >///<))

Afterwards, Demitri found himself simply horrified. Here they were, naked on the couch whilst others slept. What had he done? He bit his lip, keeping from screaming. Amber had fallen asleep beside him, but how would explain? How could he explain that he had taken her, all because of some unnatural pull to their desires.

(o boy oh boy oh boy oh boy oh boy... ><)

Amber was... Distraught? She could guess that that'd be a good choice o' words. What else was there for her to be? She'd ended up being possessed, partially anyways by something that made her be stripped of her virginity and be more than okay with it. To be ecstatic about it. What the hell had just happened. She sighed, finally waking up.

((Now don't you like this kind of drama? XD At least it makes it exciting~))

Demitri stiffened as he felt Amber waking up, soon to realize what had happened. He barely remembered, but he knew that they were anything but regretful at the moment. He gulped, getting up quickly and starting to get dressed. He couldn't face her, not now, not ever maybe.

(Mhm... It's crazy girleh!)

Amber sighed, turning on her side to watch Demitri. "Demitri..." She bit her lip, not sure what to think. "Demitri, damn it, speak to me... Say something."

((Hell yeah! >:3))

Demitri stayed still, staring down at the floor. "What can I say? I practically raped you with consent." he muttered harshly, closing his eyes tightly as he had gotten clothes with him already with the bathroom not too far from the kitchen in the same hallway. He put on his boxers and jeans, remaining shirtless as he looked back at Amber with pain in his eyes.

Amber sighed, pulling on her jeans. She pulled her shirt on, not bothering with her bra. She stood, walking over to Demitri. "You can't rape the willing, okay? Somewhere inside me, I was okay with it... Sure, it may have seemed like I was desperate.. Or that you were.. Well, guess what.. We were both okay with it somewhere. I've had those kinds of thoughts before, and I figure I might have... So relax. I don't hate you.. I might as well say it, I enjoyed what happened..."

Demitri raised a brow, but stared at Amber. He no longer felt as guilty, but still, it wasn't what he would've wanted it to happen. Then again, life doesn't go as planned. "You know that Kalona would be able to intimidate any female to his will, right? How do you know that because of my fucked up way of being related to him has anything to do with those thoughts? Those feelings?"

Amber sighed, pulling Demitri into a tight hug. For a moment it looked like she was going to kiss him, and she thought she just might for a split-second. "I was okay with this long before anything crazy ever started happening... Before the bathroom earlier today... Demitri, I felt like this since I first met you... There was something about you that was so appealing to me that nothing else mattered. That's why I care about you so much... So don't keep dogging on yourself, okay? It's just as much my doing as it is yours or Kalona's."

Demitri sighed, looking down at Amber. He too thought that they would end in a lip lock again, but to his dismay, they did not. "Your doing? It's as much as mine and..my father's." he said, closing his eyes tightly. To admit such blood relation felt like hot metal against his skin, it scorched him and his dignity.

Amber blinked, resting her head on his shoulder. "Your... Your dad? Demitri... That's something that you should have told me before..." She kissed his neck, where she'd left more than a noticable amount of marks.

Demitri sighed, feeling the hairs on the back of his neck stand as Amber kissed it. The many marks were pretty sensitive, but at least they hadn't bonded. If they had, the vamps would've been here by now. "Kalona....I just wish he wasn't. Hell, I don't know how that's possible when the dude's been in the damn ground for years." he muttered, scoffing.

Amber sighed, her lips on his shoulder blade. "Well, he broke out 17 years ago... Maybe that's when it all happened.. I don't know how or with whom, but that has to be when..."

"Then I guess I pity my mom for not telling me what really happened....I'm a bastard child. Great." Demitri muttered sarcastically. He hugged Amber, kissing her cheek. "I'm sorry for taking your virginity in such a way. Like a damn animal.."

"No... Well, technically maybe... But it's not like you get to choose your parents or anything..." Amber sighed, kissing him softly. "And don't fret... I asked you to be savage.. Can't say I didn't enjoy it though..."

"Eh, not like you were a sheep getting eaten by a wolf. Heh." Demitri smiled, trying to see the bright side of it. He took a deep breath, shaking his head. "What am I going to do? Whatever Kalona had to be put through in order to be sealed away is what I might end up having to do...I can't let myself become a monster."

Amber sighed, smiling. She kissed his cheek, her arms still softly around him. "Weeeeeell, I guess we'll just have to keep you satisfied, you know? I mean, at some point someone's going to find out but until then there's gotta be something we can do for you..."

Demitri blushed and shook his head. "No, you're not just any girl that's helping out a guy with extreme hormone problems. I can't do that." he said, looking at Amber. How could she offer herself so easily? Was it Kalona talking through her or..real feelings?

"I know I'm not just some girl helping some guy with extreme hormonal issues..." Amber sighed, kissing him. "I care so much about you Demitri... It's crazy, it really is. I had no idea that I'd feel so connected to you so soon... But all I want to do is protect you. Protect you and keep you from harm okay?"

Demitri sighed, closing his eyes. "Geez, you make me seem like a wuss." he chuckled, opening his eyes and looking back at Amber once more. "Just..if I get too crazy...tell on me. Ok? Don't hesitate." he said, holding her hands in his own tightly.

Amber nodded, kissing him again. "I don't mean to make you feel inferior or anything..." She rested her forehead against his, smiling at him softly. "I won't tell until neccessary, okay? I promise. I cross my heart, hope to die? Or live? Or reject the change? Ionno, somethin like that..."

Demitri rolled his eyes, nodding. "Yeah, well...we could be more dead just by letting this happen. Yawning, he hugged Amber once more. "Ok, well, let's hope it doesn't come to that. Anyways, it's a good thing that it's the weekend or we'd be really screwed by now. No school today. Still, go back to your dorm, quick." he said, pulling away and putting back on his shirt.

Amber sighed, nodding. She pressed her lips to his cheek, pulling away. "Alright, I'll go back to my dorm where Lydia will learn every detail, mostly by forcing it out of me but that's besides the point. And she's trustworthy so there's no worries.. Let's just hope we can figure something out soon.."

Demitri went pale and blinked. "E-Every detail? What do you mean by that?" he asked, nervous. Certainly Amber wouldn't tell her friend every little itty bitty detail!? He sighed, shaking his head. "Ah, well, go ahead. I'm gonna see if I can learn any more in the library..."

Amber kissed him again, smiling. "Not every detail hun. But a general recovery of it... I'll see you later okay?" She let go of his hand, opening the front door. Light poured inside and she grimaced. "Well then, this is definitely different..." Her eyes ached at the brightness and she disappeared out into it. God it hurt like hell too.

Demitri nodded, chuckling. "See ya." he said, hugging Amber once more and leaving to his room first to at least put on some cologne. He had to hide her smell or at least try. Lydia yawned as she was in the living room watching a 'Three's company' marathon. "Wonder what happened to Amber...." she mumbled.